Mateo I know that you
carry a massive load of very, very heavy sadness on your shoulders, and
that you may feel you have lost happiness because you've lost me, and
Andre.
But Mateo you can go and see some happiness whenever you wish. Maybe watch a bird's flight. It's beautiful and happy isn't it? Maybe stand amongst some trees, with your eyes closes and listen. Its beautiful isn't it? I'm speaking about a rainforest.
If you wanted to, maybe you could bring your chosen troop of brothers, and maybe some sisters along, into a rainforest to have a picnic.
But careful don't destroy anything. Follow the path. and careful take all your rubbish back home in a big plastic bag and put it in the bin.
if you ever feel sad and can't go to a rainforest. find the memory and visit it inside your mind by focussing and walking around in your memory. finding beautiful things you loved as a boy.
i visit a beautiful clear blue pool with a tree beside it all filled with very yellow sunlight. i simply lie and float in the water, because floating on water and looking up at the sky is flying for me.
you create one of your own memory daydreams maybe?
could you please do me a favour though, and share all your letters, that i've given.
even the bad ones where i'm angry.
becaus they're all an amazing example to the world.
becaue Mateo you can help me change the world, and change yourself, and your family, and your school.
You are amazing Mateo. I know you have walked a very long way to survive. A very very long way.
I know you miss a man who gave you some very very good advice. You are one of the most inspiring people i know.
i gently but strongly believe in you, in your sisters, in your mother. and in your father too. you are all really really good
people inside your deepest hearts.
you all have some deep hurts. some very deep hurts. but you can share them and be happy.
maybe you could spend a day on each person you know who's died, simply talking and sharing all the beautiful memories.
happy memories. if your angry and sad. cry endlessly and shout loudly. at nobody into the air. because if that deep hurt
is given to somebody. it will create another deep hurt.
at the end of each day, for each person, find a photo, or maybe simply say some words that honours this beautiful person, maybe even light a candle to share their light. if you wish, build a little boat to send the little light off down the stream.
you could do each of these days in the rainforest walking and thinking down a path if you wish.
or you could do it at home around a really nice meal made by somebody very beautiful and wise and intelligent.
all the best to you in every way.
:) Your sisterly friend
Britta.
ps. just after i read and wrote back, i called my boyfriend to ask for reassurance because i love him.
and he is close by. and i wish to create everything in my life with him now.
this is no negative source. i have simply created something new for myself.
i think your choice was claire? does she have a boyfriend?
But Mateo you can go and see some happiness whenever you wish. Maybe watch a bird's flight. It's beautiful and happy isn't it? Maybe stand amongst some trees, with your eyes closes and listen. Its beautiful isn't it? I'm speaking about a rainforest.
If you wanted to, maybe you could bring your chosen troop of brothers, and maybe some sisters along, into a rainforest to have a picnic.
But careful don't destroy anything. Follow the path. and careful take all your rubbish back home in a big plastic bag and put it in the bin.
if you ever feel sad and can't go to a rainforest. find the memory and visit it inside your mind by focussing and walking around in your memory. finding beautiful things you loved as a boy.
i visit a beautiful clear blue pool with a tree beside it all filled with very yellow sunlight. i simply lie and float in the water, because floating on water and looking up at the sky is flying for me.
you create one of your own memory daydreams maybe?
could you please do me a favour though, and share all your letters, that i've given.
even the bad ones where i'm angry.
becaus they're all an amazing example to the world.
becaue Mateo you can help me change the world, and change yourself, and your family, and your school.
You are amazing Mateo. I know you have walked a very long way to survive. A very very long way.
I know you miss a man who gave you some very very good advice. You are one of the most inspiring people i know.
i gently but strongly believe in you, in your sisters, in your mother. and in your father too. you are all really really good
people inside your deepest hearts.
you all have some deep hurts. some very deep hurts. but you can share them and be happy.
maybe you could spend a day on each person you know who's died, simply talking and sharing all the beautiful memories.
happy memories. if your angry and sad. cry endlessly and shout loudly. at nobody into the air. because if that deep hurt
is given to somebody. it will create another deep hurt.
at the end of each day, for each person, find a photo, or maybe simply say some words that honours this beautiful person, maybe even light a candle to share their light. if you wish, build a little boat to send the little light off down the stream.
you could do each of these days in the rainforest walking and thinking down a path if you wish.
or you could do it at home around a really nice meal made by somebody very beautiful and wise and intelligent.
all the best to you in every way.
:) Your sisterly friend
Britta.
ps. just after i read and wrote back, i called my boyfriend to ask for reassurance because i love him.
and he is close by. and i wish to create everything in my life with him now.
this is no negative source. i have simply created something new for myself.
i think your choice was claire? does she have a boyfriend?
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