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Friday, 13 January 2012

busy busy busy

so, i've been busy, year 12, got a cold, winning soccer, keeping in touch with my community, caring for as many people possible around me. However this hasn't stopped all my thoughts from racing around though. So here's my latest ideas... :)
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Remember how I wrote about the language of the people (body language) and remembering your origins? (this note's a long one, and it takes awhile before i get to the point, so sit tight and you'll understand, i HOPE!) Well today I had a good long think about this. I was slightly inspired by a debate a friend of mine had about religion.
We ended up talking about Jesus and how he knew far more about the world than most others of his time, and how many people ignored what he said, until about 200 years later.
Well, this got me thinking about how according to the bible
(i know this from asking mum/dad about why that movie Babel with cate blanchett and brad pitt in it is called Babel, and finding out about the whole tower of Babel story)
but anyway, according to the bible all people originally spoke the same language and god put up language barriers to punish the people for building the tower of Babel? Is that about right?
What i find interesting isthat althought two people may not speak the same language they  can always smile, which is an acceptable form of a greeting, or wave, or nod their head in thanks.
The boundary of language, culture, and obviously perceived differences in appearances are only PERCEIVED differences. People are only different because we think they are different because we have been taught 'they' are different to 'us'. I mean yes obviously in this physical world that so many people hold onto so tightly, such as scientists, engineers, professionals who study this world, they realize that there are physical reasons and causes to be pointed at for certain problems, however it is like sending a criminal to a phsyical jail and saying NOW LEARN TO BE GOOD OR YOU WILL STAY HERE FOREVER! Well hello! Criminals don't learn anything. They choose change, or they choose no change. The real thing that would help sway crims towards change is subtle counselling that doesn't bruise their often big egos. However in this world counselling is often seen as something stupid, dumb, un-needed if your a 'real' man. People are too logical to realize that the world does not run entirely on logic. They dismiss the reality of emotions. They sweep them under the carpet, and thus make the entire situation worse, eventually causing a flood, or a thunder storm or something similar.

It is interesting. Every year I see people around me get quite sick during the wintertime. As a result they get down, pessimistic, they really don't like being sick, understandably! However because they themselves believe all these negative things, their cold gets worse and is harder to get over. Personally when I get sick, I don't believe it at all. I deny myself the right to lie in bed all day, feeling overly sorry for myself. I think a cold is a ridiculous excuse for slacking off. NO! Instead its the reason why I work harder, think faster, live life better, take more care of myself, eat better, and of course as necessary I take some anti-inflammatory cough lozenges, and some echinacea to boost my immune system. Currently most people would say I have a very bad cold, this hasn't stopped me from diong my utmost in my homework, it hasn't stopped me from being champions in soccer, and it hasn't stopped me helping others. I am currently beginning to get over my cold simply because I believed so strongly that I never really had a cold. The factors of  youth, good fitness, diet, and sleep patters did contribute, but my own strength of will helped the most.

Now in the same way, my hormones, painkillers, herbs, and all the food i eat affects how i function. Not only this but my genetic make-up and the environment I've grown up in has shaped who i am. i've noticed a certain sensitivity to people in my relatives, however because of the limits of they place on their own logical, practical mind, this sensitivity has not become hyper-sensitive. Because they didn't allow it to, by not believing.
I specifically experience receiving additional ideas/information in my brain from sources such as text messages and radio channels, and even live television! Such as the newsbroadcasters. I know that this is additional but correct information because of later conversations which confirm the ideas were not written down but were being thought about at the time of the txt message being sent.
Any 'normal' person would reject this as some stupid new miracle bullshit. Well you know I know the real difference between miracles and reality. I am not a stupid little girl living in an imaginary world. I spent the year I first bled suicidally considering insane asylums my only future. I was utterly terrified that I was schizophrenic. I could NOT make sense of what the HELL was happing to me. The paranoia around me was intensified by the large amount of hormones in my body at the time because of puberty.
However I progressed. I happened across lots of different sources of information that I pieced together to form the ideas I communicate today, and it took me 9 years to process and understand this, as an individual so I don't expect anyone to process this quickly.

Now Baba Dioum says "We conserve only what we love. We love only what we understand. We understand only what we are taught"

So i have explained what this is, i have tried to teach what this is. But how do I know that people have truly understood what this means? Because only once that happens, will people love and hold onto it like a tradition.

Anyhow, similar to the way I receive additional information in txt messages and on the radio, I also recieve additional information in daily face to face communication. People say things, and sometimes (simply by listening to the tone of voice) they are saying something completely different.
Every person attaches their own personal understanding of a word to a word when they use it in a sentence, whether it be written, spoken, or read. Now i RecEive that individual understanding or INTENTION.
Therefore when I hear other peopl speaking other languages sometimes I receive their understanding or intention as well. However I only figure out what the hell these 'extra' intentions are because of how my body reacts in people language, or how another reacts in people language ( more commonly known as body language). So someone says something. I react instinctively outside of my own control. I then analyse this reaction and realize what is going on. Now this sounds simple enough. It sounds like anyone could do this. However I recognise when ideas that are not my own enter my head. People around me then get annoyed if i speak these alloud because they feel i have 'stolen' their idea. If i wished, i could go around making many many people very uncomfortable with what i know, that or i could explain many many people to themselves, help them see why they do things. To me it is clean and simple. I see things others don't. I hear things others don't. I smell things others don't. I read between the lines in every possible way, and sometimes it gets confusing but often it hits the nail on the head, and it hits it scarily, and specifically correct. Now I don't wish to spread paranoia everywhere. Its not like everyone you come across hears voices inside their head like 'parkman' from heroes. Its more like someone says something and you don't hear what they actually say instead you hear a simultaneous muttering under the breath about something else, which is difficult to distinguish because it is simultaneous. i sound insane. i know i do. people would test me and prove me insane because i would utter aloud the complete opposite because of the overload mechanics inside the human brain. the only way to prove this is to become my friend and experience my casual everyday social interaction and see that every month i gets extremely accurate and (very easily distracted by what people are NOT saying aloud). often someone says something. i say something in response unknowingly. and then they react in a slightly shocked way, however they try to hide this and INSERT PARANOIA HERE! the more strongly i believe in all of this the stronger and clearer it all gets for me.

anyhow
Everybody knows that there are large sections of the brain which go unused. now i believe strongly that if we as a society progressed beyond our current self-imposed limits of the practical, logical mind, all humans on earth would eventually learn to speak seamlessly with any other human, just as we originally did. People would begin to understand the world in a more complex and understanding way (so not sweeping the emotional and thus energy/vibe side of reality under the carpet), which would help eradicate misunderstandings, and in  a holistic way war too. In other words, humans would become intelligent enough not to war with each other. Currently communication on earth has improved via modern technology, such as that team of scientists from around the world gathering to work together on a cure for the SARS outbreak a couple of years ago. However if modern THOUGHT came into the picture things would speed up considerably. Already the world is progressively speaking English, trading via certain rules and political ideologies, and living life in a more accepting way than hundreds of years ago.
I believe that although we've progressed we still have a long way to go. Every human is still living on their own planet, speaking their own language, knowing everything about their OWN planets cultural, social, emotional, and scientific history (own planet being own life/human body/emotions/personality). We are only separate because we are told by the media that we are separate. We are taught, as a mass public, different ways to think, eat, act, live, travel, and even dress! We are told what is not normal, and what is.
We are informed without question as students of science about what we already know. Doctors, scientists, engineers, all of them particularly believe that the traditional age-old knowledge is The ONLY CORRECT NKOWLEDGE. well did you EVEr consider that all the knowledge in myths, legends, religious stories, miracles, modern-day ficticious novels, tv shows, films and video hits, did you ever consider that all of the things which are BEYOND our brains logical comprehension, did you ever consider there might be some grain of truth in them? Nowadays scientists are accepting that particular foods are good for preventing certain diseases, however billions of people alread knew these things in India and Asia, we westerners could not accept these apparent 'miracles' as truth, because we did not understand them.
It is the same with me.
People do not accept or believe what I say unless I intentionally go around spreading paranoia with my accuracy.
I prevent this in every possible way i can, because personally paranoia is equally uncomfortable for ME as it is for YOU.

I believe the world is prevented from progress because:
*People are uncomfortable, scared of, terrified of, or simply reject change simply because they don't understand or are comfy with it. (LIKE THE MYKI CARD FOR EXAMPLE!) in exactly the same way as a large change in your life is difficult, such as death, moving house/school/countries, losing your house; change in society is difficult. we are taught and learn to hold clingingly onto the old ways. in some cases however people are inspired by the new opportunity for change, and it is these people who help bring the change through.

If we look back at history and connect this idea to alchemism (where everything you gain can only be gained because of a loss you have previously sustained),we see that it took the religious crusades before mass-belief in jesus really took hold. it took the darkness of the middle ages to get to all the knowledge gained in the renaissance, and it will take the fight against islam to reach the world's next large step in progressive knowledge. after all the islamic religion is far more based on science and the pursuit of knowledge than any other major religion.

*people live on thier own planet where very ad makes them want to buy some thing to satisfy an emotional need to feel loved, beautiful, strong, relaxed, happy. where every movie and tv show tells them exactly how the world works. where TVs, radios, mobiles, homephones, cars, trains, calculators, computers, and all numbers of machines help us to live in this self-created planet. travel out of space for awhile. allow  your mind to logically consider every seemingly crazy idea. actually CONSIDER THEM! actually TEST THEM OUT! get curious. see if they do work. get called crazy. BUT WHO CARES.
allow your eyes to see all the beauty in this world, and in yourself, in all the things you have, allow your emotions and body language to express themselves in an honest and open way. allow your hearts TRUE happiness and ENTHUSIASM through.
enjoy the earth, the sun, the sky, the moon, the sea, the grass and trees and flowers, enjoy your feet, your legs, your arms and your hands.
see through this self-created oh-so-limited planet.
enjoy letting go of all time, of all space, of all distractions, and just be. just know. just feel your REAL self.

let go of ALL limits. imagination is the source of ideas, adults and many children forget about imagination because they are fed imaginative THINGS from other places, and then neglect their own.
imagination is beautiful and it is the source of progress.
we think we know the world's limits, but really we don't.
we have no idea.
just like the mystery of our expanding universe, or exactly HOW hot/cold its going to get because of climate change.

it is as if the world,
just like a relationship,
or a young child,
is getting faster and faster,
thinking wholeheartedly it is on the right track,
runnign faster and faster
around in circles, when
all that needs to be done
is to slow down
think twice before we jerect seemingly illogical things
such as blondes being intelligent, a black being respectable, a woman running a country,
thoughts and intentions and ideas reaching each others minds.
REMEMBER I AM NOT ALONE. many others can do this, they just have not figure it out yet, and people have just dismissed it.

slow down the speed of life
right back down to what lies
inside your own heart
because currently as a
society and a global population,
we will smash intio something huge such as the Global Financial Crisis,
or climate change, and eventually war over $$ and the world's resources.
the things we smash into will only get bigger
until we learn.

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