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Friday, 13 January 2012

gifts

ok. so i have given understanding through an explanation :
(see note) i wrote this about the same time of the year last year. funny how seasons go in conjunction with emotional patterns=yin/yang
experts

i have given categorical guidelines in a general way to hopefully help as many people as possible.
(see note) help yourself please, cos i know its all nice, but it'd lighten the load :),
specified problems and solutions,
advice on shaping people's minds,
ecosystems across the globe,
simplicities,
epicness,
poem i wrote from a couple of years back :D,
origins,
busy busy,
mistakes and speed.

 i have given encouragement:
ps. everyone's amazing

and i have given an example:
sadness and my story

the purpose in all of this? just to do my small bit towards helping the world. i learnt in small place called The Alpine School, that a small group of people really can change the world.
i learnt from a friend in sweden and from my mother, that nothing is impossible.

i don't claim to be beautiful. or intelligent. or clever. or witty. or popular. or the boss. or better than anybody.
i don't wish to compete.
i simply see things dififerently because i have been through a massive process.
nowadays its second nature.
1. something happens.
2. i come across information which helps explain.
3. i pull things to bits, put ideas back together, analyse, evaluate, order.
4. i come to some sort of solution.
5. i go into action.

(otherwise spoken of as 'pondering' or 'meditation', really it can be a scientific analysis if you like however keep in mind all options)

this process happens to me everyday. all the time. its like breathing to me. second nature.
it is the reason why i am like i am.

i see people as physical people. but at the same time, if i was to close my eyes i would still feel people, in the form of clouds of concentrated emotion. emotion being dreams, wants, needs, feelings, hopes, despairs, desires. all kinds. problems too.

you know i was thinking about my label. psychic. i thought what other words are there like that? asiatic. kinesthetic. aesthetic.
all are things which seem somehow foreign, and possess a completely different way of doing things. it is a big picture ending to a word.
so, psychics, to our society are something foreign, alien, unknown. just as schizophrenic people, or bums, or strangers.
the way the societies of the world are structured are all different, but they all hold one problem, communication and judgement.
the wrong word is spread through education, television, films etc. it is very subtle. very convincing. and most importantly invisible to us.

paranoia. terror. violence.

anyhow. i ask you to read my uni media essay note.
i ask you to seek explanation from your community.
i  can't do this alone you know.

i am simply the frog in a wetland [for the scientists], i am the child or the prisoner [for the sociologists], i am the mischievious child [for teachers], i am the terrible worker [for bosses].

i have not explained free will however. i can amplify, make clearer, or more obvious a problem, through unknown instincts. mysterious things which i continuously try to figure out and analyse. find answers to.
but i never said that i was the only one. i never said that my story is the only one.
there are 7 billion people.
all with a different story.
every life.
every problem.
ALL equally important. prioritize the things which truly are important. your family. your loved ones. your friends.
go back analyse every word of advice and the action/event that caused it. apologise. seek apology. forgive.
mend. lift the emotional weight off of your shoulders. it is a heavy burden to carry.

i try my best to positively affect the world. but one person can only do so much.
the time has come for others to help. for action to be made by other people.
i have explained a phenomenon, i have given guidelines, i have given an example, i have given encouragement.
the time to give this mission to the world has come.
i need say no more. write no more.

always remember: 1. don't steal from others: whether it be a life, the truth/honesty, kindness, acceptance, fairness etc
2. appreciate all you have. take care of the small things to help yourself through. don't choose to neglect. analyse what has happened to get you into a tight spot. resolve to not let those things happen again.
3. share and communicate all the knowledge you have. because combined, although it gets trickier, it also gets easier if you attempt to make it simple and common between many. the simpler something is said the more abstract it seems, the more possibility for confusion. so never forget to explain.
4. seek clear vision. hear the positive, not the negative. speak kthe positive not the negative. do the positive not the negative.
hear no evil. speak no evil. see no evil. something like that?

there are many hurt people. many grieving. it is a big job.
but we can't just leave it up to 100 people.
every person has a responsibility to help out in some small way.

i have forgotten one small detail.
free will. free choice.
i can show an animal the body language, the 'how to' but i can't make it do something.
i can explain, use my facial expression, and my words, to produce a likely effect in someone else.
but i cannot make anyone do anything.
free will. free choice. and hope. are the only things which can't be instantaneously changed.

interesting though. to all the doubters, i didn't read this reading until yesterday (James Carey) which founded my uni media essay.
however was i not sprouting the very same ideas weeks and months beforehand?
i was wondering where all of this was coming from really.
i recently realized, there is someone who has an emotional connection [of any kind] to my specific identity [and therefore my brain] via reading letters, who has a strong enough imprint when reading information, to impart these ideas to me.
along with this i did attend a group session explaining ideas. but i clearly remember that i wrote the note days before attending that group session.

i leave it at that.
all the best in every way.
Britta Vandenberg
ps. the only idea that i copyright under the name Britta Vandenberg is my life's work [changing prisons and insane asylums into universities [in the entirety of that sense= no tv, secluded from society, with social groups [juggling, music, sport etc], teachers, tutors, social workers, health availability and so on.

any other idea you come across and wish to further enhance.
go for it. i'm open to sharing.

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