laaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy

Ok so I am really lazy
I mean I was supposed to get a charger today, and stuff… and I’ve been meaning to edit
My past notes for aaaaaaaaaaages but just haven’t…
:S
So I’m jus gonna write that like I sorta do believe in god, but its complicated cos like its every possible god you could dream up, its every possible form of belief, you know?
I just sort of believe in believing….. if that makes sense
And yeah.
Like the whole heaven and hell thing, I only don’t like that because people are working towards something after death. If heaven was something to work towards here WHILST we are alive well that would be a little better? Does that make sense? So yeahh… I realize that I insulted a lot of people when I wrote that. I didn’t mean to. I think that like after death if people are unsettled and stuff they don’t pass back into the physical world they hang around in the kinda ‘inbetween’ world…
And the good energies hang around the good, the bad around the bad, in the non-physical world, jus like the physical world. Make sense? Like… it’s not… you feeeeel like you’ve been SENT to hell or heaven, but only your own actions send you places, sort of, like you never really realize, but you always kinda end up hanging round the same types of ppl dontcha? Well ur gonna end up hanging around the same types of energies as yourself in the ‘non-physical’ world.
In the most central way.. I just believe in believing… and its good to believe in anything… but especially yourself :D
And I believe strongly that there is Always something you can do for yourself, and something you can do for somebody else, and something you can do for your community as a whole, your society even.
Its sort of like that song ‘lets get physical’ well mebe more like… ‘lets get activical’ :P
Full of activity sort of….  : )
Soo mmmm.
I really am enjoying my holiday, I hope you are too, and if not, I hope you enjoy our next holiday immensely, and everybody travel safely wherever you can
All the best in every way :D
Britta