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Friday, 13 January 2012

caged butterflies-brian caswell... read it!!

People marvel at the idea of speaking in anothers mind.

But you know it’s handier than speaking another language, because whatever language you
speak there may be others present who comprehend it. Speaking in others’ minds is different,
because it is utterly private, only the two of you are privy to it.

So i suppose I’m quite a private person, despite being open about many things, I am quite adept at keeping secrets, I mean it’s sort of something you have got to learn to do when you become privy to people’s secrets daily.

Anyhow, who’s read Matilda by Roald Dahl? or seen the movie adaptation? Shame on you those who haven’t! It’s a classic! C: Well those honourable who have, hehehe :P just joshing it’s your choice of course, well you know the part where she picks up a piece of chalk and writes a message on the chalkboard, all with her mind? And it spooks out the Trunchbull? You know that bit? Well, i figured i might try it out just for the hell of it....
And BAM.... i could move...
NOTHING.
Hahahah! Got you all ehehehhe :P
No seriously, i do believe that in every lie there’s a grain of truth, and in every fiction novel there’s a grain of prophetic truth. . .
Of course you think i’m mental and due for a visit to the local psychologist. Well i’m a big fan of psychologists, they’re very friendly people, and psychology is quite an interesting science, i remember once a man told me he thought the most interesting animals were.... camels, but inside my mind he whispered humans.  Random substitution ey?

Anyhow, back to the point, if you wish to have some private communication, all you need do, is read matilda the novel by roald dahl, and read a little about meditation.

Try thinking of your mind as a small bubble of electrical energy, like a small blue bubble of blue light, or a bubble looking something like that which comes out of the stomach of those people in Donny Darko, or a yellow light, or however you wish to visualise it, do it. When you’ve found your preferred visualisation, test out sending this bubble places, send it up into the sky, no that’s a little tricky, send it into your fingers, send it into your toes, send it into a tree, you will feel the blood rushing towards your fingers and toes when you withdraw mentally back to a ‘normal’ state. By the way, this takes concentration. IF you like light a candle and concentrate on the flame, if you look hard enough you will see the black portion right at the centre of the flame, inside the blue, inside the yellow and orange. The most central is indeed black. Send your bubble in there.  When you feel you are experienced at sending your bubble places, you are ready for the next step.

You know how you can have a conversation with yourself inside your head, like e.g. ‘what AM i going to wear to the races?’ ... that dress is too long, that one’s too short, that one’s not a nice enough colour, the hem’s worn out on that one, the pattern’s out of fashion on that one... oh dear i need to go shopping. . . and so on. or possibly CRAP! I forgot my lipstick in the car, which is parked down in the carpark, and the boss is about to come in, oh no i’m Sure he’ll notice.... oh no! This is disastrous. Wait calm down, pretend nothing’s wrong and no one will notice, if anybody does i’ll just say i..... got a call from my daughter this morning about her phone bills and neglected the lipstick....
You get my point. Internal conversations are the substance of mind thought. Yes? We effectively speak inside our own minds every day, so because I see no limits in most cases, i thought why not speak inside other’s minds? I thought it was worth a try, so i tried. The result was complete unawareness. Failure. Damn. IT didn’t work. Siiiiiiiiiiiigh. But i didn’t give up. I practised, and practised, and eventually i could speak inside strangers minds, and they reacted. My brother was the first, it came naturally as if breathing, because we knew each other well. But just like everybody’s personality is different, so if everyone’s mind voice and imprint. Some people have particularly strong mind imprints and i can recognise them without the visual. These are the types i have come across, so open minded and trusting and happy in one self that their own private inner mind voice can be distinguished across a classroom or across a register, so paranoid that one must ABSOLUTELY SCREAM ONESELF HOARSE inside their mind to be understood and otherwise completely unreceptive if speaking with a normal volume mind voice, visual mind voices that prefer images, creative/imaginative mind voices that prefer open ended sentences, the list could go on. However the key ingredient in all of this insane chatter, which truly comes from 6 years of difficult and mistake-ridden experience, is belief. Unending, completely immovable, stable, rock-steady belief. Belief that it’s possible. Belief that you can do it, belief that nothing can stand in your way, complete belief. Once you master all other steps that is the last step, belief. Its not difficult for me at all. But i am different, i believe that blind men can paint, and pigs can fly, it only happens at night time when everyone’s asleep... i’m kidding about pigs flying... c:
But i believe that deaf dumb and blind people can sing, i believe that paraplegic people can walk, and i believe that any human can do any thing they wish, they must only truly wish it for it to come true. However i once read a poem about a little boy who spent his life wishing, ever wish he received was used to get another wish, and another, until he died never having wished for anything but more wishes, and surrounded by 100000000000000000000 unused wishes.  Interesting hey? If all we do is waste time wishing, nothing will happen, we’ll only end up dissatisfied. So get up and act on your wish. Make it come true. Because no one will make your wishes come true for you, unless your part of the make a wish foundation, but you get my drift. C:

Anyhow i’ve gotten completely off topic. So what you need do when you’ve mastered the bubble, and the belief, just send your bubble to where you might think someone else’s mind is, start with somebody you know very well, somebody you trust, maybe a sibling, or a lifelong friend, etc, test out using your mind-voice inside that space that might be their mind. Just above the eyebrows behind the bone, or even the top of the head, i seem to receive from two specific spots on the lower bottom part of my skull, just above my neck at the back on either side. I always rub that part of my head when I’m blocking somebody and they insist. Oh and once you master this you may find it difficult to concentrate, if you are surrounded by concentrating people then it is easier, but if you are surrounded by people who are clearly not concentrating, then it becomes quite difficult. So if you wish to protect yourself, just simply remember your first name, remember your mother, your father, and exactly who you are, build a sort of wall inside your mind made up of your identity and your belief. That will protect you from most things. If that doesn’t work, concentrate on solving a particularly difficult problem, that works every time for me. Whenever i concentrate my mind becomes far less receptive as if it is blocking everything else out but whatever it is i am concentrating on. Anyhow, all this may sound tricky, but it is really simple and easy once you get the hang of it, don’t push too hard, that will only cause overloads, pretend you are flinging back a casual goodbye as you rush out the door to the bus stop, or maybe a tiny addition to an idea you had before during the conversation, or maybe a fleeting feeling you had whilst watching the news, simply leave it behind inside somebody’s mind and maybe they’ll find it. Don’t shove it, and by no means don’t shout it, unless the person is particularly unreceptive. However i have yet to come across any single person who has been able to speak clearly and in a controlled manner within my mind. No one has ever spoken to me as if having a normal conversation within my mind. They may have thought they did, but I am only quite good at analysing people’s reactions to what i should be doing as a consequence. Also with the lying, it’s really quite entertaining, people come up and lie their head off, and i think ok they want certainty, so i assure them everything’s normal by letting them think i have no clue, then i could bet you $100 that a thought something like ‘haha i got her’ will slip inside my mind, or ‘she can’t read minds, i knew it’, or even without having lied ‘this is ridiculous’. People don’t realise that the after-thought is the clearest, because it is the most casual, and least reflected upon. Anyhow, never having had any two-way clearly defined, and controlled, and considered conversation with anyone without a word being spoken aloud [people often make tiny sounds which give them away, not words, just sort of realisation sounds], i challenge you all to test it out. I hope one day I will be able to have a normal conversation within the perceived confines of the mind with another person. That would make me proud. Also an interesting note, the most common way that i receive things is during a person speaking, because commonly people think whilst they are speaking, and somehow the sound of words, just like the written word, carries more than just the sound, it carries the current ‘live’ thought pattern going on inside the speakers mind.

Also the ‘nothing’ i often refer to are listed below:
Trust
Love
Belief
Honour
Humility
And so on, these are all invisible things, which often appear to be nothing because we become so accustomed to them. However they surround us in the every day, just like water surrounds a fish.
All the best in every way,
C: Britta Vandenberg
Ps. Yes all of the above ideas can be used for research, as long as it is ethical.  
Pps. Read ‘caged butterflies by Brian Caswell’ explains everything [albeit slightly exaggerated]
Ppps. Imagine how this could change politics. When you feel someone’s pain exactly as they feel it is nearly impossible to conflict pain on anything. When you speak between minds it takes concentration, consideration, and a considerable amount of any kind of bond, would that not help move the world towards some kind of semblance of peace?
You decide.
You prove me wrong.
C:

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